Monday, 26 August 2013

Down but not out yet

Hello Fudgey Friends,

Well last week ended up being a bit of a wash out as I have been poorly since Tuesday evening, on the mend now though & nothing for anyone to worry about - you know me I'm made of tough stuff, but this does however mean there isn't much to report for last week, but we did have some special visitors on Tuesday which was the highlight of an otherwise dull week.


RUNNING UPDATE

Monday was my rest day & then planned to run on Tuesday, was even thinking about it on Tuesday afternoon but by Tuesday night there was no chance of that.

Saturday - was my first chance to run & first time I felt OK to attempt it.....inspired by all these crazy folk doing Tough Mudder & the fact that I had missed almost a weeks training I set out to do 5 miles & 5 miles I managed.....just

Sunday - just a quick couple of miles again because I was worried about missing so much of the week.

My 10k events are now 4 & 5 weeks away, I'm not close to running 10k at the moment but I shall persevere. There is no shame in walking & I will take part & I will finish them, run, walk or crawl!

SEVEN CHALLENGE

Has been put on hold for now.

MUMMY & BUG NEWS

Monday - we had our usual swimming lesson & then Bug accompanied me to the chiropractor, then it was home for a quiet afternoon just the 2 of us.

Tuesday - We went to the Bookbug session at the library, Bug absolutely loves these, her favourites are Old MacDonald had a farm & The Wheels on the Bus. In the afternoon we had 2 very special visitors - Aunt Amy & Cousin Margaret. I think a great time was had by all. There was also singing as they brought Buggy a CD with some nursery rhymes - so we all had a wee sing song. Thank you very much to Bertie for the taxi service very very very much appreciated.
Tuesday teatime I suddenly became poorly with stomach ache so it was an early night

Wednesday -  I felt a bit better but still not quite right so Bug & I had a wee trip to the GP and then a quiet day at home. Granny & Grandpa came for coffee.

Thursday was also a stay at home day

Friday - we ventured out shopping with Granny & Grandpa & Buggy had her first whirl in a shopping trolley. She absolutely loved it, even though she was really tired she watched everything & everyone. She zonked out in the car on the way home though!

Saturday - Daddy Fudgey took Buggy to visit Granny & Grandpa in the afternoon which let me get my run in - even though I could have quite happily just slept I'm glad I ran. Thank you Mr Fudgey.

Sunday - was just a quiet day at home.


I've been so good this week at listening to my body & have been resting as much as I can, I've been sleeping when the wee one has which is a first as I know how important it is for me to be fit healthy & well for both our sakes. I wish I could say the next few weeks will be quiet but we have a tremendous amount to pack in, things to do & people to see before Bug starts nursery & I return to work, but we will both make sure we don't over do things.

Take care everyone

Fudgey x





Monday, 19 August 2013

Life is Good

Hello Fudgey Friends,

How is everyone?

Are all the Scottish followers glad that the kiddies are now back to school? I can't believe that is the school summer holidays over all ready.

Life here is good, I've been pretty tired and fed up recently but I know how good I have it. I have wonderful friends & family & an amazing baby girl. I have my health. I have a lovely home. I have a husband who loves me to bits & thinks I'm awesome (though I disagree).
Sometimes I forget these things & get bogged down in every day trials & tribulations and occasionally I forget how blessed I am.
Where did this mushiness come from? I'm not sure! Just feeling reflective, there has been an awful lot going on & I've been rushing around trying to do too much as usual. I think it's partly to do with going back to work in 6 weeks & all the things I need to do before then, but also looking back at the last 9.5 months & seeing just how much we've done & how far we've come. So yes Life is good - challenging at times but good :-)

This week I have managed to fit in 4 runs :-) & my food has been fantastic, though perhaps maybe not eating enough with the running & definitely not drinking enough water but heading in the right direction. A little frustrated that the scales show me staying the same this week....but I feel better & I see changes in my shape so shall carry on as I am doing.

RUNNING UPDATE

Found myself a 10k training plan. It has 4 runs a week, but that's not always going to be realistic for me with the wee one so my aim was to get 3 runs in a week & anything else is a bonus. I am also conscious of not undoing the good work the chiropractor has done or setting myself back with injury by trying to do too much too soon

Monday - Ran 4.1k - treadmill session as dark outside

Wednesday - Ran 3.3k - another treadmill session

Saturday - Ran 6.4k - cold wet & windy morning - a real treat for me as Buggy was at her Grandparents so I was able to run in the morning before collecting her.

Sunday - Ran 3.4k - another treadmill session as it was 9pm before I was ready to run.

So 4 runs & a total distance of 17.2k (10.7 miles) The most I have done post baby. It's not fast but it's running & I'm loving it.

NEW CHALLENGE

After the squats & abs challenges I haven't been doing anything like that at all, however I found a 7 minute workout app on Apps gone free yesterday & thought I'd give it a go. Basically 12 exercises that you do for 30 seconds each with 10 second rest. Of course if you are feeling fit & energetic you can just repeat the 7 minutes for as many circuits as you like. I'm starting with 1 circuit for now though. The exercises are: jumping jacks, wall sit, push ups, sit ups, step ups, squats, tricep dips, plank, high knees running on the spot, lunges, push ups with rotation & side plank.

The last 2 are a little beyond me just now so I have substituted them for push ups & plank until I get a bit stronger.

The app is called Seven

MUMMY & BUG NEWS

Silly Mummy forgot to keep a note of last weeks activities so shall need to try & recall from memory what we got up to.

Monday - Our usual swimming lesson in the morning & then a quiet afternoon at home. Granny & Grandpa came back from their holidays & visited in the evening & brought us all nice things - Thank you

Tuesday - I had the chiropractor in the morning so Granny & Grandpa watched Bug, it was actually really strange not taking her with me as she has been at my last 5 or 6 appointments. In the afternoon we got together for coffee & cake (no cake for me though) with the antenatal mums & babies. Thank you to Sandra & Owen for hosting

Wednesday - was a quiet day for us, a wee trip to the shops & made a lovely Beef stew & dumplings in the slow cooker.

 Thursday - a busy day, Buggy went to Granny & Grandpa while I went to the chiropractor, home for a quick spot of lunch then to the hairdressers. Granny brought little miss Buggy to the hairdressers at the end of my appointment for her first salon cut & blow dry. She was an absolute star & sat so nicely on my knee. We also made a lovely Roast chicken in the slow cooker.




Friday - West Lothian Birth & After Birth Support group in the morning. followed by lunch & then we both came home & fell asleep. Buggy had an overnight stay with Granny & Grandpa.

Saturday - picked up little Miss and did the Asda shop


Sunday - Buggy had a wee bit of an off day, I think the top 2 teeth are starting to come through so she needed lots of cuddles. In the evening I made her pancakes. I had been trying to buy some but was horrified to find that one of the main ingredients in both the co-op & Asda's pancakes is golden syrup! so I made some .....there aren't many left today.

and that I think is pretty much our week. We are excited to hopefully see my wee sis & wee Margaret this week & Bookbug is on, but we actually have very few plans for a nice change.

Take Care everyone

lots of love
Fudgey x x x

Monday, 12 August 2013

Getting with the programme

Hello Fudgey Friends,

How are you all?

This week I have paid a lot of attention to my diet & have started my 10k training.

We have had another busy week & the next couple of weeks look much the same, so I have decided that I'm having some time out the week beginning 2nd September & booking up nothing at all.

Little Miss Buggy is getting more & more active, she can now get about by rolling from her back to her front & back again. She is desperate to be on the move & very frustrated that she can't quite manage it yet.


RUNNING UPDATE
Well I've made a start on the 10k training but it hasn't quite gone as planned for a number of reasons, but I did manage 3 runs last week.

I managed a 2 mile outdoor session, a 25 minute high intensity treadmill session & a 40 minute outdoor session.


This weeks planned sessions: ..........
 
I need more focus & need to stick more to the plan but it's hard with all our activities, appointments & chiropractor twice a week. I also need to find an alternative to getting my running session in at 9pm when the wee one is asleep - partly because I'm pretty tired by that point of the day but also it is now getting dark so I need to think about staying safe. I have the option of my treadmill which is better than not running at all but I need to / have to get some of my training done outdoors & I actually love running outdoors whatever the weather.
 
The programme this week has 4 running sessions but I'd be happy to fit in 3 of those.
 
 
MUMMY & BUG NEWS
 
 

Monday morning -  a little bit of diary mismanagement meant that I had a chiropractor appointment back to back with our usual Monday morning swim lesson - you'd think after 10 weeks of swimming I'd remember this is a regular Monday session. Anyway all worked out fine - we just jumped on the bus rather than our usual walk up the hill & then we walked back. Bug was pretty chilled after her swim. In the afternoon I tried a new recipe for Pear, Sultana & Lemon muffins



 

 
Tuesday - A super busy day in the Fudgey kitchen, another batch of muffins made & loads of Bug food - fish pie, parsnip, carrot & swede, green beans and pear. We went to the Bookbug session in the library in the morning & had coffee with the antenatal Mums & babies in the afternoon.
 
Wednesday - We had a trip into Edinburgh & met Mandy for coffee & cake - was lovely to catch up properly rather than just a few minutes outside the office. Then we popped into the gym to visit. Edinburgh was pretty chaotic due to the festival so we're definitely not going in next week - mind you we are so booked up we don't have time anyway.
 
Thursday - Chiropractor appointment & shops.
 
Friday - West Lothian Birth & After Birth support group in the morning, followed by lunch & then a trip down to the shops.
 
Saturday & Sunday - just a quiet weekend, mostly spent at home, though time just disappeared so fast, between Bug feeds & routine, shopping, laundry, cooking etc. Ran on both days so should rest today but with chiropractor tomorrow thinking maybe I should squeeze in a quick one, but have loads of other things to get done too.
 
GOAL UPDATE
The below goals were set on 16th June........so 8 weeks in
 
Short Term Goals
 
Running:
  • In 4 weeks I want to be able to comfortably run 5k......Done.
  • In 10 weeks I want to be able to run 10k.......working on this but don't think it's going to be 2 weeks before I can run 10k, only at 5.5 at the moment but we'll see how the training goes. I am signed up for 2 x 10k events at end September so will be ready by then. 
Diet:
I need to get my diet back on track, I was doing really well, but increased activity = increased appetite & I haven't made the right choices in the last week. I'm reassured though as I know exactly where mistakes have been made & how to address them. The aim is to lose a stone over the next 14 weeks -  a pound a week should be easily achievable if I keep focused. So I weighed & measured on 1st July & not again till 1st August.....didn't work for me, my measurements stayed the same & I gained a pound. The hot weather really didn't help me either as I took a 2 week running break & spent a lot of time at home rather than our usual out & about & I just ate. I also need to be conscious of all these coffee & lunch dates & how many calories are in a seemingly small piece of cake. So I have started again with logging all my food & weighing weekly. I lost 2lbs when I weighed this morning. Just need to keep up the good work. So 8 weeks in I am down 1 pound from where I started but I am totally focused now & am completely with the programme.
 
Well that is all our news from last week. Have a great week everyone
 
lots of love Fudgey xx
 
 
 
 

Monday, 5 August 2013

Buggy Boo is 7 months old today :-)

Hello Fudgey Friends

How are you all? We are good though I seem to have been incredibly tired this last week. I have been back on track with my healthy eating though & have ran a couple of times.



Our baby girl is 7 months old today - I can't believe how fast she is growing up. We had our 6 month health visitor check up & she is now 14lb 8oz. She was in great form too, giggling & chatting & absolutely demolished her breakfast showing how clever she is.

The last 24 hours have seen her master rolling on her front & I think today she is really getting the hang of getting back as well. I can see she is desperate to be mobile.......



RUNNING UPDATE

After 2 weeks of no running & 4 chiropractor adjustments & signing up for 2 x 10k events I knew I had to get back out there.

I ran on Monday & OMG it was explosive. My posture was brilliant, my stride really balanced & my pace unbelievable - unfortunately the lungs couldn't keep up quite as much but it was an amazing 25 minute session. I think it was a combination of the rest, the abs exercises I've been doing, the chiropractor's work & lots of built up mini stresses & aggression that running is my outlet for!

For a number of reasons I didn't get to run again till Saturday evening, I missed the torrential downpour :-( I love running in the rain. Again I was amazed by my pace it was better than my race pace from the 5k almost 3 weeks ago so I am definitely getting fitter again. I realised after about 10 minutes I had left home without my phone  - I am so forgetful these days, so I ran hard for 20 minutes in total before coming home.

I have now found myself a 10k training plan & I will be starting tomorrow Tuesday 6th August......


30 DAY SQUAT CHALLENGE & 30 DAY AB CHALLENGE

Woo Hoo I completed these both.

The squats I was doing for the second time & I also added in bicep curls.

The abs were definitely challenging - I thought I was out at day 19 when I couldn't hold the plank, but somehow I managed it. I changed the leg extensions for reverse curls as these were easier on my back but still did the same number.

In fact maybe this might explain my tiredness. I have been working pretty hard on my fitness & these challenges.

I have rested since completing these on Tuesday but am thinking of starting a new challenge - just not sure what. maybe a combination of squats, sit ups & plank - maybe a static number every day till the end of the month. Any suggestions welcome.

MUMMY & BUG NEWS
 
Monday morning - our usual swimming lesson in the morning, but no afternoon with Granny & Grandpa so Bug came to my chiropractor appointment with me in the afternoon. It was a very interesting session as my Chiropractor's mentor was also there & he gave me a lot of good info & food for thought. He also explained about using less energy to do simple things like getting out of a chair once the body is in correct alignment & I am seeing that already, the running on Monday night was also testament to that. After the chiro we baked cherry & sultana scones.
 
Tuesday - We stayed home all day as it was our turn to host the antenatal group. Bug was very grumpy all day - sore teeth :-( We made a chocolate pear flan in the morning for our guests. It was Buggy & the boys - Aaron, Jake & Owen - they were all fascinated by her hair & were trying to pull it! It was lovely to see everyone & we are looking forward to going to the twinnies house next week & meeting Oliver for the first time :-)
 
Wednesday - Health visitor home visit in the morning. Gold star for Buggy she is doing great.

Thursday - Chiropractor appointment & again took my trusty sidekick with me. In the afternoon we baked Fat Rascals for our friend Gary. Another success from the Fudgey Kitchen

 Friday - West Lothian Birth & After Birth support group in the morning - we love our Friday morning group & then we went for lunch with Elaine & Max, Moira & Alexander, Sharon & Finn & Hannah & Dougall - yes Buggy & the boys again! In fact we haven't had another girl at group for a few weeks. 

 Saturday - we weren't out of the house at all.
 
Sunday - had a disastrous day with Bug & her feeds - she didn't like her first taste of egg, but we shall try again another day, she has been brilliant with everything else so it was inevitable that we'd find something she wasn't keen on. In the afternoon we had a wee stroll with the pram but all in all it was another quiet weekend in the Fudgey household.
 
Hope that next week I am telling you that I've managed to stick to week 1 of my 10k training & give you an update on my goals
 
Take care all

lots of love
Fudgey xxx




Monday, 29 July 2013

Hot, Tired & Grumpy

Hello Fudgey Friends,


I think hot, tired & grumpy just about sums up my week - the wee one is coping better with the heat than I am. It's therefore been another 'quiet' week for us. However this week I'm going to get back with the programme.....

RUNNING UPDATE

I still haven't run since the 5k a fortnight ago. The reason for this has mainly been that I've been wiped out by the heat, but I have to get back with the programme as I have now signed up for not one but two 10k races in September. The Scottish Gas 10k & The Linlithgow 10k - these are a week apart & I couldn't decide which to go for. Both considerably cheaper than The Great Run series so decided just to sign up for both of them. So now I have something to aim for again I need to get the running shoes back on & get back out there.



30 DAY SQUAT CHALLENGE & 30 DAY AB CHALLENGE

Both actually going really well now & on Day 29 so due to finish tomorrow. I think I will give myself a week off & then restart my own challenges......

MUMMY & BUG NEWS
 
Monday morning - our usual swimming lesson - however Daddy Fudgey had a day off so was able to come see Miss Bug splashing about. Then it Miss Bug's usual afternoon with her grandparents. Mr Fudgey & I headed off to the shops after my chiropractor appointment & had a late lunch / early dinner at Pizza Express. It was also my Mum's birthday - Happy Birthday hope you had a lovely day.
 
Tuesday - In the morning I had a physio appointment at the hospital so Granny watched our little Princess. In the afternoon we got together with our antenatal group Mums & babies - its amazing seeing them all getting so big, all sitting up & starting to get on the move. Thanks Amanda for hosting. Our turn this week.
 
Wednesday - I had a chiropractor appointment.

Thursday - Lunch in Edinburgh with Anne Duggan. We also bumped into Lyndsey & James Esland outside the office so got to say a quick hello before heading off for coffee with Daddy. As we were back earlier than planned we dropped into the Thursday meeting of West Lothian Birth & After Birth support group - however it was a very quiet week with no one else there, but gave us a chance to catch up with Renee as we hadn't seen her in over 2 weeks.

Friday - West Lothian Birth & After Birth support group in the morning was lovely to see everyone after missing 2 weeks. Another new addition to the group too as Kat brought her gorgeous baby boy :-) We had to skip lunch to go for some shopping & then just headed home.

Saturday & Sunday - we weren't out of the house. The rain was torrential at times.

and that folks is pretty much it -busy week this week as we have something on every day & I'll be back running for definite.

Take care all

lots of love
Fudgey xxx

Wednesday, 24 July 2013

A slow news week

Hello Fudgey Friends,


Sorry we are a bit behind in last weeks blog post, but to be honest there really isn't a lot to report. It has been so hot that we haven't even made it to our usual baby groups as the wee one just gets too hot in the pram. We've mostly been hiding at home trying to keep cool & she has mostly just been wearing a nappy - saves on the laundry too!


RUNNING UPDATE

I haven't run since the 5k a week & a half ago. The reason for this has mainly been that I've been wiped out by the heat, but I have also started seeing the chiropractor for my back issues & wanted to give that a few sessions without interfering with his work by running too.

30 DAY SQUAT CHALLENGE & 30 DAY AB CHALLENGE

I'm still hanging in there just. Had a fail at day 19 when I didn't hold the plank for 75 seconds only managed 70 seconds so decided that I'd just keep repeating this day till I could achieve it & then move on - however a second attempt later the same day was successful &I'm now at Day 24 & held a plank for 90 seconds yesterday - so everything is getting stronger.

MUMMY & BUG NEWS
 
Monday morning - our usual swimming lesson & Miss Bug's usual afternoon with her grandparents. We also re-enrolled for the next block of lessons. An incredibly busy afternoon for me, making beds, doing laundry, cutting grass & then my first adjustment at the chiropractor. I was really excited that my wee sis & one of my nieces were coming to stay for the night but unfortunately their flight got cancelled due to fog :-( We were all gutted. However it spurred me on to get a visit home to Benbecula organised.
 
Tuesday - In the morning we headed down to the post office to post my Mum's birthday package. In the afternoon we went for cake & coffee with the antenatal yummy mummies & babies

Wednesday - we went into Edinburgh & Little Miss Bug visited some of my work colleagues & had lots of smiles & giggles for them. We then met Sobia & baby Hannah for coffee - loved the air con in John Lewis.

Thursday - had my second adjustment at the chiropractor - impressed by the difference I feel already.

Friday - Daddy Fudgey had the day off, it was mega hot so we didn't do too much.

Saturday - much the same as Friday - too hot for us so a pretty quiet day

Sunday - again a quiet day. Invited Mum & Dad Smith for dinner.

and that folks is pretty much it - see nothing much to report.

Take care all

lots of love
Fudgey xxx

Thursday, 18 July 2013

The Great Edinburgh Run 5k Race Report

Hello again Fudgey Friends

As promised my race report from Sunday's 5k....

Pre Race Preparation

We had planned on taking our little princess with us but when we gave this some thought, especially given how hot & humid it has been, we decided that it was better to let her stay overnight on Saturday with her Grandparents.
After dropping her off, I got my kit ready, this was quite straight forward as I didn't need any gels or foot taping with this being a much shorter distance than I had previously been running. I made sure I had factor 50 on hand as I burn really easily & knew it was going to be hot, made sure Mr Garmin was charged & that my race number, safety pins & timing chip where all ready for Sunday morning.

On Sunday morning I was up at 6.15am, earlier than Bug who apparently slept in till 6.30am at her Grandparents! Normally on a race morning I have porridge but with this being 5k I didn't feel I needed my favourite M&S apple & cinnamon porridge, so it was tea, toast & about half a litre of water.

We left the house about 7.20am to get the bus at 7.34am - thankfully on this occasion First Bus didn't let us down.

We arrived in Edinburgh about 8.15 & walked up to the Royal mile & down Canongate. We had to wait for Starbucks opening at 8.30am. It was very strange as on previous occasions that I have started a race at Holyrood Park it has been really busy but on Sunday morning it was actually very quiet.
Quick coffee at Starbucks & use of their facilities & then down to Holyrood Park. Again very quiet, though did see some of the celebrities who were running the 10k later. Very pleasantly surprised not to have to queue for the portaloos. Then it was over to the start area.....

I have to say I was really unimpressed by the warm up, in my opinion it was too long for a 5k & though the music got me motivated I can't say the same for the warm up leader.

The Race

I can't begin to describe what it felt like to go over that start line after 15 months of pretty much no running - I wish someone could have captured the big smile on my face.

I had looked at the course & the elevation profile & knew it was hilly.

I always aim not to go off too fast at the start but it is inevitable when you get carried along by the runners around you & the crowd. There was very good support in Holyrood Park & the race announcers were very energetic & enthusiastic - in fact they should have done the warm up.

The first km was fantastic & as we got to the top of St Mary Street I knew I had the downhill of Canongate to look forward too, 2nd km was slightly faster & I actually held myself back a little as I knew that there was the climb up Abbey hill & regent road to come but it would have been so easy just to free 'wheel' down that hill. 3rd km was where it hit me hard, combination of the hill & the heat, I tried to tuck in under the trees on Regent Road to try & get some shade from the sun. Apparently at the start in the park at 9.30am it was already 22c.



At about 3.5km there was a 'shower' which was a very welcome relief. I can't believe some runners chose not to run through it. I liked it so much that I was very tempted to cross back over the road through the tape & use it again on the way back to the finish! The only downside of the shower was that between the fine mist of water & sweating my sun cream started to run & made my eyes sting, a small price to pay though.

The last km unsurprisingly was my fastest, it was downhill & I knew the finish was in sight. Was running really well at the 400m to go, held off at 200m to go but when I turned into the finishing straight & saw the line with maybe about 100m to go I let the legs just go......sprint finish :-)
Think I surprised some other runners as I overtook them!

I had the Fudgey gritted determined face on - I was finishing strong & I loved it.

In training I had only 'run' 5k twice, completing this in 38 minutes 40 seconds on my first attempt 3 weeks before the race & 36 minutes 27 seconds 2 weeks later 1 week before the race.

Looking at the conditions & the course I had told myself I'd be OK with a time between 37 & 40 minutes & I'd be happy with a time between 35 minutes & 37 minutes. So I was absolutely delighted to have an official time of 34 minutes 56 seconds. Yes this is about 5 minutes slower than my PB but when I consider everything that has happened since 2012 I am super proud of myself. It would have been so easy to say 'oh I've had a baby - I can't run anymore' & for some people that is the right decision for them but not for me.

Post Race

One of the things I love about Great Run events & the main reason I keep coming back is the organisation. They are so well organised throughout & as usual the volunteers in the finish area were great.

The race bag this year was probably not one of the best I've had in terms of volume of items & I think the medal wasn't as good quality as previous years but it was still a really lovely treat at the end. I would actually rather pay less for my race entry & just get a medal, a bottle of water & banana, yes I am cheap date than a bag full of things.

One criticism I do have is that the medal was in the bag, one of the things I love at the finish area is having my medal hung round my neck - again this is a personal preference.

Some observations about the event in general & some feedback to Great Run.....

Why was the date changed from October to July? I think a poor choice was made of the date clashing with T in the Park weekend & the start of the school holidays. I know several running friends who chose T in the Park over the run as TITP is once a year, there are loads of running events & I also know a number of people who took the first 2 weeks of July as holidays.

In general there was the usual great atmosphere & organisation that Great Run have always provided but it seemed numbers were down on previous years? Maybe due to the change in date?

I think runners are cherry picking the races they take part in now due to the cost & in general people watching what they spend. I don't think many people can afford to take part in several races anymore.


So post race we watched the start of the 10k & said hello to some of my running friends & wished them Good Luck & then headed home & to pick up our little Bug.

Coach Bug quickly claimed all the credit for my performance & the medal!


I have to say Thank you very very much to Granny & Grandpa for watching her for us.

BUT last & most certainly not least I have to say the biggest Thank you ever to my ever patient, super supportive, amazing, lovely Mr Fudgey. I couldn't have to got to where I am 6 months after having our girl without his love & support. It hasn't been an easy 6 months with me being seriously ill & us adapting to our new responsibilities as parents, & I haven't always been the easiest to live with. Those who know me well are probably reading this & smiling - yes I'm stubborn, determined, sheer bloody minded & a control freak who would also cry at the opening of an envelope - add into that all my post pregnancy hormones whizzing round - poor Mr Fudgey. Thank you for everything babe - love you lots xxxxx


Take Care all
love
Fudgey x x x x